I was afraid to talk,
So silence was my friend.
I did not trust my words,
So I said nothing at all.
But sorrow would not leave me!
No badness came from my lips,
But no goodness came from them either,
So with Godde's help, I began to speak.
I began to cry and mourn and wail.
I felt I was but one big tear
And you used it to cleanse my soul.
I feel as though I am translucent,
A trembling, almost nothing, cloud.
Restore to me my hope
And be my strength-
Help me find my voice.
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